[ Maybe she should have thought this through more, maybe she should've like. Not. Gotten her something so big when she barely knows her. She hadn't meant to, she didn't even think it'd work when she left the offering for the deer, but now she realized it could definitely look weird to get someone something this personal after knowing them less than a month.
Shit.
She was standing outside her door for probably way too long. She should go. She should turn around and definitely just leave. She's gonna just leave them on her doorstep and let her think they showed up on their own. Yeah. That's it. She'll just leave them here and --
She lifted her hand and quickly rang the doorbell.
Fuck you, body, catch up to her brain. ]
Shit.
She was standing outside her door for probably way too long. She should go. She should turn around and definitely just leave. She's gonna just leave them on her doorstep and let her think they showed up on their own. Yeah. That's it. She'll just leave them here and --
She lifted her hand and quickly rang the doorbell.
Fuck you, body, catch up to her brain. ]
[ Moira didn't take long to get to Ashe's. The houses may have been highly spaced apart, but the walk wasn't overly far in the long run (especially when she could still fade), and so it's only a few minutes after their conversation that she's knocking on her door, even though she'd said it was unlocked.
It was just a means to announce herself and she went to let herself in afterwards, wiping her feet before she went any farther into the house. ]
Ashe? It's Moira.
It was just a means to announce herself and she went to let herself in afterwards, wiping her feet before she went any farther into the house. ]
Ashe? It's Moira.
[ Jesse isn’t looking forward to this conversation. He really isn’t. How do you even start? Hey, so I know you watched me die. Just making sure you’re okay, and also, thanks?
Awkwardness aside, he’s not been able to get that memory out of his head. The one with her holding him. Crying. Reassuring him at the time he’d needed her most. It’s a weird, hard pivot from where their relationship had been before: hardly talking, mostly arguing, with barely-concealed animosity always lurking. Jesse sighs and lets his head hit the back of his couch. He still feels like hell, could probably get away with staying holed up at home for the remainder of the week without facing this head-on… but that just doesn’t feel right, after what she did for him.
With a quiet curse, Jesse dials Ashe up and waits. ]
Awkwardness aside, he’s not been able to get that memory out of his head. The one with her holding him. Crying. Reassuring him at the time he’d needed her most. It’s a weird, hard pivot from where their relationship had been before: hardly talking, mostly arguing, with barely-concealed animosity always lurking. Jesse sighs and lets his head hit the back of his couch. He still feels like hell, could probably get away with staying holed up at home for the remainder of the week without facing this head-on… but that just doesn’t feel right, after what she did for him.
With a quiet curse, Jesse dials Ashe up and waits. ]
Chloe doesn't mean to be so pissed off - she doesn't have a right to be, she realizes, in some part of her logical brain, but she is. Watching Lance and Max hang all over one another, hearing Max call her pet names, talking about really kissing him, it all made her want to put her fist through a wall.
So she'd decided to go to the one person she knew could usually handle her at her most petty and furious. She didn't bother knocking on Ashe's door, simply letting herself in, giving B.O.B. a small salute when she sees him standing near the basement door, pointing down to ask if that's where she was. He nods, and she doesn't notice him going to try and tell her to wait as she starts to head down the stairs, because why should she?
This is totally gonna turn out fine.
So she'd decided to go to the one person she knew could usually handle her at her most petty and furious. She didn't bother knocking on Ashe's door, simply letting herself in, giving B.O.B. a small salute when she sees him standing near the basement door, pointing down to ask if that's where she was. He nods, and she doesn't notice him going to try and tell her to wait as she starts to head down the stairs, because why should she?
This is totally gonna turn out fine.
After hearing about Lance's death, Chloe had locked herself in her studio for a couple of days without letting anyone in. It had been the only way to keep herself together, because seeing people meant wanting to talk, expecting her to open up and express her feelings, when she didn't know what her feelings were. She didn't know who had killed him, but she'd known it had to be painful from the looks of his ghost, and no matter the complicated feelings that came with his having murdered Max, it was still Lance. Seeing him die had been destined for a breakdown.
It's later in the night when she'd finally unlocked her door. She doesn't know if Max is asleep or even home, she doesn't go to check, she just needs... air. She needs to get out of the basement, out of the house, away from the town, and there's only two places that are far enough away for her to feel like she's really escaped, and she's already been coming and going from Ashe's house so regularly, it feels like a pretty normal place to end up.
She hadn't been home, but Chloe let herself in anyway, grabbing one of the blankets that Shades' hasn't dragged down into the basement at this point and going for the couch. She wrapped herself up practically like a burrito as she curled up on the cushions. The blanket smelled like Ashe's cigarettes and perfume and something about it was... comforting. Really comforting. It almost made her feel like she could maybe fall asleep, but she does her best not to because she doesn't want to put up with the nightmares.
It's later in the night when she'd finally unlocked her door. She doesn't know if Max is asleep or even home, she doesn't go to check, she just needs... air. She needs to get out of the basement, out of the house, away from the town, and there's only two places that are far enough away for her to feel like she's really escaped, and she's already been coming and going from Ashe's house so regularly, it feels like a pretty normal place to end up.
She hadn't been home, but Chloe let herself in anyway, grabbing one of the blankets that Shades' hasn't dragged down into the basement at this point and going for the couch. She wrapped herself up practically like a burrito as she curled up on the cushions. The blanket smelled like Ashe's cigarettes and perfume and something about it was... comforting. Really comforting. It almost made her feel like she could maybe fall asleep, but she does her best not to because she doesn't want to put up with the nightmares.
Usually when Jesse is at the bar, he’s open to socializing. It’s there in his posture and the way he smiles at the other customers, or in how he chats up the bartender. Tonight, however, is markedly different. He’s at the bar, but tucked away at the end by the wall, hunched over around a glass of amber liquor. It’s far from his first--he's well into being drunk already--and nothing about the way he looks is inviting anyone to stop and talk.
It’s been a spell since he did this: sat down at a bar with the sole intention of getting shitfaced. His heavier drinking has been mostly limited to home since getting to Deerington. But given recent events, it’s more cost-effective to drink the bar’s liquor instead of wiping out his own stash. And with the sound of the other patrons around him like white noise, it’s not quite so isolating as sitting alone at his farmhouse. It makes things a little more bearable.
But the last thing he wants is for someone to try and come chat him up. If he’s lucky, he’ll get through the night without having a single conversation.
It’s been a spell since he did this: sat down at a bar with the sole intention of getting shitfaced. His heavier drinking has been mostly limited to home since getting to Deerington. But given recent events, it’s more cost-effective to drink the bar’s liquor instead of wiping out his own stash. And with the sound of the other patrons around him like white noise, it’s not quite so isolating as sitting alone at his farmhouse. It makes things a little more bearable.
But the last thing he wants is for someone to try and come chat him up. If he’s lucky, he’ll get through the night without having a single conversation.
After everything that had happened, Chloe had felt it was only right to go and see Ashe. She knew that it had been a lot for her to have to see her die, for her to see her attack her, and while the memories were vague at best of the whole ordeal, she felt like she really had to tell her it all wasn't her fault. With her mind so screwy on her own past, it felt extra important, considering the role that she'd cast the woman in the brand new life that she thinks she's led before this town.
Already having a key to the house, she let herself in to the large farm manor, looking around the entryway as she closed the door behind her for signs of any life.
"Yo — anyone home? Delivery for Miss Elizabeth Ashe. One zombie teenager here to make peace."
Already having a key to the house, she let herself in to the large farm manor, looking around the entryway as she closed the door behind her for signs of any life.
"Yo — anyone home? Delivery for Miss Elizabeth Ashe. One zombie teenager here to make peace."
Hi Ashe!
You've talked to Chloe, right?
You've talked to Chloe, right?
[ Luckily Rose actually managed to talk her down from her panic attack lightly and maybe going and tackling McCree for a tight hug had helped too, but she's still got a lot on her mind, and who else is she gonna go to but Ashe? ]
Hey, Mom? Are you uh— Are you busy?
Hey, Mom? Are you uh— Are you busy?
Did you take your shot the dogs brought?
He isn't sure he's doing this right.
Holidays have never been standard for Jesse. As a kid, they’d been a depressing, empty time. Getting older and into adulthood, they’d been rowdy group affairs. Not the sort of family gathering most people would envision, but it suited him more than fine. He’d liked the chaos and the sense of camaraderie. Strangely, between Deadlock and Blackwatch, the celebrations hadn’t been all that different.
Then he’d been on his own again, and holidays became like any other time. If he drank a little too much sometimes, then… well, it was still better than in those early days.
Now he’s here, in Ashe’s house, seated on the couch and shuffling through a stack of movies. Some of the Westerns are old classics he knows by heart. Others he’s never seen before, which means they’re either from another time or another place. He thinks he should maybe be doing something else, but B.O.B. more or less has the cooking down, and Jesse is left feeling untethered. What else is normal to do on Thanksgiving? What will Chloe expect, with those false memories of them as a family? And then there’s Ashe, who he knows has her reasons for disliking the holidays. What can he do to make her feel more at ease; or, if she’s alright, won’t seeing him being antsy ruin the peace?
He finally does what he’d set out to do, which is put the films in some sort of viewing order; but he hesitates before putting them down on the coffee table. If he finishes this, he really won’t know what to do with himself. Maybe he really should have insisted on helping B.O.B. cook.
Holidays have never been standard for Jesse. As a kid, they’d been a depressing, empty time. Getting older and into adulthood, they’d been rowdy group affairs. Not the sort of family gathering most people would envision, but it suited him more than fine. He’d liked the chaos and the sense of camaraderie. Strangely, between Deadlock and Blackwatch, the celebrations hadn’t been all that different.
Then he’d been on his own again, and holidays became like any other time. If he drank a little too much sometimes, then… well, it was still better than in those early days.
Now he’s here, in Ashe’s house, seated on the couch and shuffling through a stack of movies. Some of the Westerns are old classics he knows by heart. Others he’s never seen before, which means they’re either from another time or another place. He thinks he should maybe be doing something else, but B.O.B. more or less has the cooking down, and Jesse is left feeling untethered. What else is normal to do on Thanksgiving? What will Chloe expect, with those false memories of them as a family? And then there’s Ashe, who he knows has her reasons for disliking the holidays. What can he do to make her feel more at ease; or, if she’s alright, won’t seeing him being antsy ruin the peace?
He finally does what he’d set out to do, which is put the films in some sort of viewing order; but he hesitates before putting them down on the coffee table. If he finishes this, he really won’t know what to do with himself. Maybe he really should have insisted on helping B.O.B. cook.
Likely, Chloe would have thought it the perfect Thanksgiving so long as the three of them were all together and no one was fighting too seriously with one another. The fact that they were having the big traditional meal and watching movies together like a good old American family? Well, that was enough to make her feel pretty damn happy at the end of the day. It didn’t matter what the movies were or what order they watched them in to her. It just mattered that they were both here. Even if she couldn’t remember it, it was more than she’d gotten from the holiday since before William had died.
She grins as she looks at the chosen titles, giving Jesse a thumbs up, before reaching forward and nudging the film from that top of the stack towards him.
“Pop it in before we all turn gray. Or, well, we turn gray. I guess Mom’s got us all beat there.”
Albino jokes. Classy.
She grins as she looks at the chosen titles, giving Jesse a thumbs up, before reaching forward and nudging the film from that top of the stack towards him.
“Pop it in before we all turn gray. Or, well, we turn gray. I guess Mom’s got us all beat there.”
Albino jokes. Classy.
[ There's a pristine wrapped gift with a wine holder (complete with a bottle of wine) and a loaf of barmbrack. The note has a scribbled name on it that's a little hard to make out as Moira's, but she tried, alright. ]
[ Delivered to Ashe will be a package containing:
— a note: 'Happy Holidays! I hope you stay warm and well. — Shinichi Izumi'
— a large pottery-styled mug
— a little tin with some lemon ricotta cookies. They're well-made but it might be obvious they're homemade; Migi, in fact, has taken an interest in baking and so Shinichi sent some of his work over to Ashe. ]
— a note: 'Happy Holidays! I hope you stay warm and well. — Shinichi Izumi'
— a large pottery-styled mug
— a little tin with some lemon ricotta cookies. They're well-made but it might be obvious they're homemade; Migi, in fact, has taken an interest in baking and so Shinichi sent some of his work over to Ashe. ]
(These are wrapped in black wrapping paper finished off with red bows. Inside is the Jeffree Star Blood Sugar Palette and multiple Studded Lipsticks in various colors.
A simple note is in the bag:
These seemed like your color. Rock em in Red :P
-Eddie)
A simple note is in the bag:
These seemed like your color. Rock em in Red :P
-Eddie)
[ Not a delivery, since Jesse placed the gifts beneath the tree days before Christmas actually came. But regardless, this is what Ashe will find when she unwraps everything:
- one ugly Christmas sweatshirt, 'tis the season
- a rose-shaped necklace wrought in silver, a ruby in its center
- a lighter, gold-colored and intricately engraved. One side has roses and bramble twining around a cattle skull with silver-tipped horns. They overflow onto the other side, which is entirely covered in vines and blossoms. ]
- one ugly Christmas sweatshirt, 'tis the season
- a rose-shaped necklace wrought in silver, a ruby in its center
- a lighter, gold-colored and intricately engraved. One side has roses and bramble twining around a cattle skull with silver-tipped horns. They overflow onto the other side, which is entirely covered in vines and blossoms. ]
[ There are three gifts for Ashe; a pillow, a bottle of perfume she has specially made for Ashe, and a set of bracelets; one for her and one for Chloe.
There is also a gift that’s for both Ashe and McCree; a large oil painting of the three of them — a family portrait. ]
There is also a gift that’s for both Ashe and McCree; a large oil painting of the three of them — a family portrait. ]
Hey, not an emergency but we've got a situation to talk about. Call me up when you get this and can talk somewhere private
He shows up the day after Ashe has chased off another would-be butler. The crew had been starting to get desperate, and fewer of them were willing to try their hand at appeasing the esteemed Ms. Elizabeth Caldonia Ashe. That might be why, when Jesse offered up his services, they hadn’t given him the same sort of scrutiny they would have otherwise. At this point, what harm could it do to send a third-class server in to try the job?
To Jesse, this is a lot of things. A challenge. An opportunity. A chance to spend a little time getting a better feel for this woman. Is she a threat or not? How much does she really know about him? What is she like, really?
Dressed to the nines in the standard waiter attire, he knocks smartly on the door to her cabin and waits.
To Jesse, this is a lot of things. A challenge. An opportunity. A chance to spend a little time getting a better feel for this woman. Is she a threat or not? How much does she really know about him? What is she like, really?
Dressed to the nines in the standard waiter attire, he knocks smartly on the door to her cabin and waits.
[ After a few nights of Migi and Shinichi not showing up, Chloe's gotten the message of what's happened. It doesn't take her long to feel antsy and miserable in the tiny room, stifled by the walls and the smells that remind her of him or the scribbles on the paper left in their cabin from Migi's notes. It's all too much, overwhelming her with grief she isn't ready to process when she's still trying to wrap her mind around her own memories having been thrust back into her head earlier this month.
She grabs the suitcase she'd woken up with, shoves everyone of her belongings inside of it, and grabs her chip off the mattress . She's no intention of coming back to this room even if she ends up sleeping on the deck, but she knows where she's headed. Max had let her stay with her for a little while, of course, but the tension had been enough to drive her mad, and she isn't sure she wants the comfort of a friend right now.
Which is how she ends up at Ashe's door. She hadn't changed out of her maid outfit just to be sure that she didn't get stopped on the way up. It had been handy for a lot of things that way. It doesn't take her long to knock on the door and the moment that it opens and she sees Ashe, she feels her jaw tremble, her grip on the suitcase in her hands tightening. ]
C-...Can I stay with you, Mom?
[ It's a slip of the tongue more than her still attempting to pretend she has no memories, but it's convenient, to say the least. ]
She grabs the suitcase she'd woken up with, shoves everyone of her belongings inside of it, and grabs her chip off the mattress . She's no intention of coming back to this room even if she ends up sleeping on the deck, but she knows where she's headed. Max had let her stay with her for a little while, of course, but the tension had been enough to drive her mad, and she isn't sure she wants the comfort of a friend right now.
Which is how she ends up at Ashe's door. She hadn't changed out of her maid outfit just to be sure that she didn't get stopped on the way up. It had been handy for a lot of things that way. It doesn't take her long to knock on the door and the moment that it opens and she sees Ashe, she feels her jaw tremble, her grip on the suitcase in her hands tightening. ]
C-...Can I stay with you, Mom?
[ It's a slip of the tongue more than her still attempting to pretend she has no memories, but it's convenient, to say the least. ]




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