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[cashe]

Ashe here. These things been 'round long enough. Y'know what to do.

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[tagartist]

yeah, yeah, your good ol' cowboy stand off, complete with epic staring contests and witty dialogue

I'M NOT GONNA LET THESE FUCKING COOKIES DEFEAT ME, ARE YOU KIDDING

[cashe]

I feel like I may be being made fun of right about now.
You just wish you had an attractive cowboy or girl to stare at before breaking out into a good old fashioned game of chicken.

Bitching while refusing to give up.
You get that from me.

[tagartist]

i mean i can't deny that

i noticed. vaguely gesturing at everything with you and dad.

[cashe]

It was perfect, just the right amount of sarcasm and cutting truth.
Look I'm proud again.

C'mon on, I tried real hard to bitch AND give up on that one.

[tagartist]

bullshit mama, you couldn't even bring yourself to shoot him

[cashe]

You and B.O.B.! I swear to God. Doubting my convictions. Do I half ass anything?

[tagartist]

did you want me to answer that honestly

[cashe]

ANYWAY.

Let's go back to talking about your daddy being a pain in the ass.

[tagartist]

idk i think we should delve more deeply into this topic

[cashe]

Yes.

The topic of your daddy being a pain in the ass.

[tagartist]

i was thinking more the topic of how you pretended you hated him but you definitely did not

[cashe]

Oh no. That was authentic. I am just starting to think maybe you can have more than one feeling for a person.

[tagartist]

you know there is a difference between being angry, hurt, and resentful and full on hating someone
right???
this is important mom, i need to gauge how out of touch you are with the proper spectrum of emotion

[cashe]

[ What the hell? ]

Come on! This is the topic of why I am a pain in the ass.

[tagartist]

well yeah
it is

[cashe]

This is supposed to be about your daddy.

[tagartist]

you're right i'm sorry
so










tell me how you feel about daddy

[cashe]

[ This feels unfair. And it's treading into uncomfortable territory. Feelings? What are those?

There is a lot of erasing and typing on this one. ]

I don't know!

He confuses me and he makes me feel all kinds of things. I don't know where to start or explain it.

He makes me mad. He makes me happy. The one thing I can't seem to feel for him is indifference.

Happy?

[tagartist]

yes :)
sounds like you like him a lot

[cashe]

Not by choice! My life would be a whole lot easier if I could just shoot him.

[tagartist]

we never CHOOSE who we fall for, that'd make life way too fucking convenient

[cashe]

Wouldn't it just.

What are you looking for here Chloe?
If you are hoping I'll detail some declarations of love, that's not so much how I work. Love's a dangerous word.

[tagartist]

i just like knowing you care about him. it doesn't have to be love. but you guys are so happy when you're together and i think you both deserve that.

[cashe]

Fiiiiiiiiine.
When he isn't driving me crazy, he makes me happier than anything or anyone else ever has. Not really sure what that means.

[tagartist]

i don't think it matters what it means
i'm just glad he does