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Elizabeth C. Ashe ([personal profile] cashe) wrote2019-04-10 12:57 am
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Ashe here. These things been 'round long enough. Y'know what to do.

D E E R L Y B E L O V E D
almightythirst: (Just Smile)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-25 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ From Jesse's point of view, the tone of Ashe's voice is actually pretty reassuring. She sounds like she usually does. That's good, isn't it? He chuckles quietly into the speaker and slumps back against the couch. ]

Yeah, seems like I'm back late. Not part of the plan, but...

[ He shrugs, even knowing she can't see it. ]

Better late than never I guess.
almightythirst: (Laugh)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-25 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry, what was that? Sure I just heard you say I have amazin’ timing. Thanks for that.

[ He smiles despite it all. This is… surprisingly not as bad as he’d expected. ]

Saw that, huh? Turns out comin’ back from the dead ain’t so kind on the body. Feel like a sixteen-wheeler ran me over.

[ It goes unsaid that she’d seen the message and not gotten in touch. It's not for him to judge, is it? It'd taken him so long to build up the nerve just for this call alone. ]
almightythirst: (Thoughtful)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-25 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jesse chuckles at the retort, then hums noncommittally at the reminder of his supposed ghostly dealings. He doesn't remember it, but everyone is so sure it had been him. It's an uncomfortable thought, one that sits heavy in a pit in his stomach. ]

... Give it to me straight, Ashe. You really think that was me, runnin' around town sendin' ghosts after people?
almightythirst: (Light Up)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-25 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ There’s silence on his end of the line as he mulls that over. It’s not the truth he’d prefer, but he had wanted the truth. He realizes now that he’d implicitly trusted Ashe to give it to him. No pulling punches, no sugar to mask the bite. ]

Another reason to find the ‘ringleader’ and make ‘em pay for all the shit they’ve pulled.

[ He sighs quietly, closing his eyes. ]

Thanks. Better knowin’ than not.
almightythirst: (Light Up)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-25 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
I’ll give you a call soon as I do.

[ That almost has him smiling too. They’ve grown so far apart over the years, fallen out of touch… but she still knows him so well. Seems like it shouldn’t work that way, but he won’t complain. At least not until it turns around and bites him in the ass one day. ]

Speakin’ of the truth, there’s the reason I called. Wanted to check in.

[ She surely hadn’t spent a whole lot of time mourning him, but still. She’d watched him die. He’d seen her crying, had… maybe thought about it a little too much since waking up. Who would have thought she had tears left in her for him? It just wouldn’t have felt right, not following up. ]

How’ve things been?
almightythirst: (Thoughtful)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-25 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
What’d who tell me?

[ He says it with a certain lilt to his voice that says he knows just who she means. He lets the joke sit there until he’s gotten a good chuckle out of it, then keeps going. ]

She said… things had been rough since I died. [ An understatement, really. ] Made it sound like she thought my dyin’ had something to do with it.

[ A laughable thought to Ashe, he’s sure. ]
almightythirst: (Light Up)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-25 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ And there it is: an echo of what Chloe had already told him, what he hadn’t believed at the time and is still hesitant to believe now. Ashe is tough. She’s long past caring much about him, other than maybe wanting to use him for target practice… or so he’d thought. ]

There’s different ways to cope. Bein’ here, you got to figure ‘em out quick, or the stuff you see… it’ll eat you alive before the monsters do.

[ He shifts on the couch until he’s laying down, feet propped up on the opposite armrest. He’s feeling warm in a telltale feverish way- which isn’t fair at all. He’s been sick more in Deerington than he has probably in his entire life. But knowing what he does about death here, he'd been wondering when the other shoe would drop. Great. ]
almightythirst: (Light Up)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-25 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ Well, she does have a point there. Jesse has never had the healthiest coping mechanisms either, and they both know it. Deerington is a whole other beast though, between the things it makes people see and the things it makes them do. Without the support he's had... he's not sure where he'd be now, honestly. Maybe still having panic attacks every time he looked at the damn mountains. ]

Well it sounds like you need somethin'. I know this ain't about me- whatever else this place is doin' to you, or whatever it already did, you got better options than drinkin' yourself into oblivion every night.
almightythirst: (Light Up)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-25 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jesse’s smile is sad as he shifts a little, getting more comfortable. It’s hard with the clamminess of his skin now, but he’ll wait to go change into a lighter set of pajamas. ]

Preachin’ to the choir over here.

[ And maybe it’s the lingering guilt he’s not sure is even warranted, or maybe it’s the start of the fever frying his brain, but he keeps talking. ]

About a year ago, I woke up hoverin’ over my bed like some kind of drone. Turns out I’d been that way almost a month, just sleepin’. Wouldn’t wake up. Happens sometimes to people around here, and it’s harmless other than losin’ your time, but… it freaked me out so bad that I couldn’t be in my own bed for months. When I did sleep, it was on the couch or the break room at work, with a lot of whiskey.

Sure, it gets the job done. But it's not gonna work forever.
almightythirst: (Feeling Sick)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-26 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ Since when? Jesse’s surprised how much he wants to hear her finish that sentence. Was it something he’d missed? Or had it been one of the many mishaps with the gang he’s been able to track over the years? Certainly not one of its successes, if it brought her to drink.

And then he realizes the absurdity of that whim, a dry laugh rasping out of him as he presses the heel of one hand to his forehead. The metal of his palm actually feels pleasant against his skin. This whole thing is absurd. He should know better than to have shared that story with her at all, but… old habits. They always pop up when you neither expect or need them to. ]


Hmn? Yeah, yeah-

[ He lifts his hand, waving it dismissively, again disregarding that they’re on audio. ]

Fit as a fiddle. No changin’ the subject on me now.
almightythirst: (Huh)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-26 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jesse doesn’t deny it. The effects of death are well-known, so it’d be a waste of their time to go back and forth about it. He'll be sick, then get right back to living.

And then his thoughts are suddenly back in the middle of a firefight. Dust and blood, the feel of grit and shrapnel on his skin. Ashe, so much younger than she is now-too young, they’d both been too damn young- clutching her weapon. Their eyes meeting as bullets whizzed between them. ]


Sure do.

[ He doesn’t have to ask for her to clarify. There’s only one gang she’d ask about like that. ]

Why bring 'em up now?
almightythirst: (Huh)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-26 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jesse’s breath catches in his throat. It’s hard enough to imagine himself as this ghostly ringleader everyone had been describing. Another altogether to think of himself leading that gang right to her, and not doing a thing to stop it.

She’d said it wasn’t him, and he knows that’s true… knows it, but that doesn’t ease the twist of guilt in his chest. ]


Ashe…

[ He sits up, feeling like he should… do something. Or at the very least not be relaxing now that he knows this. ]

No wonder you’ve been drinkin’. Hell, I’d be too in your shoes.

[ There’s the sound of shuffling on his head as he turns, sitting properly on the couch with his feet on the ground. He hunches over, elbows on his knees. ]

They didn’t get to you, did they?
almightythirst: (Huh)

[personal profile] almightythirst 2019-07-26 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jesse relaxes a little when he hears she’d gotten away. Doesn’t mean it hadn’t been a living nightmare, but it could’ve been worse. Whatever that’s worth. ]

Chloe mentioned that. I missed it last year, too. Bein’ asleep and all.

[ He’s about to ask her what she saw, then catches himself. If she wants to tell him, she will. He shouldn’t pry. Rather than give in to the urge, he stands, making his way into the bedroom on unsteady feet. ]

Sounds like one hell of a time though. Extra emphasis on the hell.

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