She wasn't quite sure what she had been expecting. Had she wanted him to continue to try and stop her? She'd made it quite clear that she didn't intend to listen. Briefly she remembered him telling her that it didn't always have to be like this. It wasn't just on her to fix it, but with their tug and pull it seemed to be the same. Him telling her she could stop. Her ignoring him. Him leaving her alone to do it. It was like they were on a Merry-go-round; the horses bobbing up and down but just going around in a never ending loop. It didn't always have to be like this, but it wasn't just on her shoulders to put a stop to it. One of them had to take the first step, but neither were moving.
When she does take the first step it's away from him. His message about saving herself echoes in her mind and she can feel the sadness and pain in it. She was a stubborn fool, and she knew that, but it isn't enough to stop her. She needed to confront the man who had put them on this ride to begin with.
She pauses at his words, not turning around to look at him because her cheeks are wet now that she's turned away. "I'm the only one that saves me Jesse. You're mistake was thinkin' you could." There is so much pain in her words, but she just starts walking away again, just like the horse, going nowhere fast.
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When she does take the first step it's away from him. His message about saving herself echoes in her mind and she can feel the sadness and pain in it. She was a stubborn fool, and she knew that, but it isn't enough to stop her. She needed to confront the man who had put them on this ride to begin with.
She pauses at his words, not turning around to look at him because her cheeks are wet now that she's turned away. "I'm the only one that saves me Jesse. You're mistake was thinkin' you could." There is so much pain in her words, but she just starts walking away again, just like the horse, going nowhere fast.